日志
2008年1月28日 下午11点01分53秒 LOYALTY IS MISSED !!

sorry i have no words right now ,
just look at the photo up there !!
2008年1月26日 上午12点16分13秒I choose you

Yes , I choose you joanna ,
you are the one for me ,
you are the woman i been looking for her all my 37 years ,
you are miss.right for me !!
you are the soul for my body ,
you are the beats for my heart ,
you are the light for my dark life ,
you are the dreams for my sleepness ,
you are the music for my songs ,
you are the candel for my dark nights ,
you are the joy for my sadness ,
you are the words for my book ,
you are the sweet whispers on my ears ,
you are the warmness when i feel so cold ,
you are the only friend for me when i feel lonely ,
you are the woman when i need a woman ,
you are the female who can make me feel i am a male !!
you are the thoughts for my brain ,
you are the true love when i am thirsty for love ,
you are the eyes which i can see the all world through it ,
you are the one i can trust in this life ,
you are the one i believe in this world ,
you are the one who can make me feel safe ,
you transformed me when loved me ,and you still do joanna !!
you tremped my heart when i just look at you ,
as you shake my all body and my soul every time you make love to me !!
i swear to you i regret about all the the 36 years and 8 days before i met
you , befor i knew you joanna ,
you are the best choice i ever made in my all life ,
yes , you are my choice joanna .
2008年1月24日 下午7点39分17秒one crazy man in love !!

I believe that crazy is the good word to explane how much i am crazy about you ,
I ask my self every day , and every night why i love this woman that much ?
why i am so crazy about this woman that much ?
why i never can stop thinking of her for 1 minute ?
what this woman did to me to make me so crazy about her that way ?
i have seen many women before i met her ,and even after i met her ,
and to be honest some of them are more beautiful than her ,more sexy ,
than her , but there no one of those women make me feel so crazy
like she did , no one make me fall in love with her like she did ,
no one of them goes inside me like she did ,
no one make me feel safe like she did ,
she is the only one who could own my mind and my heart at same
time .and all the time too ,
the only one who take my soul away with her , wherever she go ,
the only one who make me live with her all the 24 hours ,
7 days a week ,even she is 1700 miles away of me ,
and for the few moments when we are together make me live in
heaven of love with her ,
and make me pray for God to stop the time when we are together ,
she is the only one who can take my breathes away ,
i really wonder !! do every one in love feel the same way i feel now ?
or i am just so crazy about this woman !!
i swear to every one read this words now ,
that i see her face wherever i go !!
i see her face on the morning newspaper , in my coffe cup ,
on every book i read , even when i look to the mirror !!
on the TV prgrams , all the time !! all the time !!
she is whith me in home , in work and in every face i see in the streets !!
I always feel her hand hold my hand ,
her warm breathes next to my face ,
her special smile shinnig my life ,
her words in my ears ,
i love you joanna with every heart beat of my heart ,
i love you joanna with every breathe i take ,
you are in my blood ,
you are melt inside me joanna ,
in short words ;
joanna lives inside me !!
yes , joanna lives inside mody .
2008年1月22日 下午7点46分09秒a special poem for you joanna .

i hope you will like it as i do like it my love ,
. to sleep .
A flock of sleep that leisurely pass by .
One after one , the sound of rain ,and bees ,
murmuring ,the fall of rivers ,winds and seas ,
Smouth fields ,white sheets of water ,and pure sky ,
I have thought of all by turns ,and yet do lie ,
Sleepless !! and soon the small birds melodies ,
Must hear , first uttered from my orchard trees ,
And the first cuckoo melancholy cry ,
Even thus last night , and two nights more ,I lay ,
And could not win thee , sleep!! by any stealth ,
So do not let me wear tonight away ,
without thee what is all the morning wealth ?
come , blessed barrier between day and day ,
dear mother of fresh thoughts and joyous health !
created by , W .Wordsworth . 1798 .
i read it last night before i can sleep ,
and i like to send it to you my love .
Ich liebe dich jo jo .
2008年1月21日 下午9点12分43秒WHAT CAN I SAY ?

joanna , i want to say i love you . but i really feel it is not enoght ,
i want to to find more strong word to explane to you how much
i do love you .
to show you how much i miss you , how much i want you .
how much i need you to share my life ,
to share every breath i take , every heart beat of my heart ,
to live inside me , and to hide my self inside you ,
joanna .,
i love you like no man love a woman before ,
i told you that before ,and i will keep say it to you always ,
because that what i really feel , and that what i really believe .
one week ago i back from heaven of love !!
yes ,i back to the earth again !!
i do not know how i wil survive without you now ?
i do not know how i will live without you now ?
how i will even breath without you ?
joanna ,
my love to you is so special ,and so rare ,
i swear to you it is much more than what i try to say now ,
but ,i always have a permenant probleme with words to explane that .
i love you joanna ,just untill i find more strong or powerfull word
than i love you .
from the deep heart of your husband mody .


