http://www.zorpia.cn/crissababe Fri, 10 Feb 2012 22:06 EST Fri, 10 Feb 2012 22:06 EST Zorpia.com http://www.zorpia.cn/crissababe/journal/1844594 <p><font size="1"><strong>Would you rather love and never be loved? Or beloved but never learn how to love?<br /><br /></strong>This is an ethical question which no one can really answer. It's obviously a trick question, which can sometimes confuse others. But for me, this is such an easy question. . Once you think about all the possibilities that can happen, the answer that you're looking for will suddenly appear in front of you.<br /><br />If I were to answer this question, I would rather love and never be loved. Yeah, it can be VERY depressing. And it will hurt to see the person you love loving someone else. But you'll get use to it somehow. If I were to love someone, that's my choice. No one forced me to fall for that person. <br /><br />But if someone loved me, I wouldn't know what to do. Of course, I would tell him that I cannot love him. And that will definitely hurt the person. I would hate to see someone hurt BECAUSE of me. Who know what that person will do when he hears that from me? Worst comes to worst, some people would even think about killing themselves. I cannot carry the memory of someone killing themself because of the fact that I cannot love that him. Just the thought itself will make me hurt even more. More importantly, I would blame myself for EVERYTHING. </font></p> Romance & Relationships http://www.zorpia.cn/crissababe/journal/1844594 Sun, 12 Oct 2008 01:13 EST http://www.zorpia.cn/crissababe/journal/1844565 <p align="center"><font face="arial,helvetica,sans-serif"><strong>Decode<br /></strong><font size="2">Paramore</font></font></p> <p align="left"><font face="Arial" size="1">How can I decide what's right<br />When you're clouding up my mind<br />I can't win your losing fight<br />All the time<br /><br />Now can I ever own what's mine<br />When you're always taking sides<br />But you won't take away my pride<br />No, not this time<br />Not this time<br /><br />How did we get here<br />When I used to know you so well<br />How did we get here<br />Well, I think I know<br /><br />The truth is hiding in your eyes<br />And it's hanging on your tounge<br />Just boiling in my blood<br />But you think that I can't see<br />What kind of man that you are<br />If you're a man at all<br />Well, I will figure this one out on my own<br />(I'm screaming, 'I love you so')<br />On my own<br />(My thoughts you can't decode)<br /><br />How did we get here?<br />I used to know you so well, yeah<br />How did we get here<br />Well, I think I know<br /><br />Do you see what we've done?<br />We've made such fools of ourselves<br />Do you see what you've done?<br />We've gone and made such fools of ourselves<br /><br />How did we get here?<br />I used to know you so well, yeah, yeah<br />How did we get here?<br />Well, I used to know you so well<br />I think I know<br />I think I know<br /><br />There is something I see in you<br />It might kill me<br />I want it to be true<br /><br /><br /><strong>What's thre reason why I like this song?<br /></strong>This song is the soundtrack for the upcoming movie on November, Twilight. I've read the book, and I'm planning on watching it with my friends. I actually like the song. And I love Paramore. </font></p> Music http://www.zorpia.cn/crissababe/journal/1844565 Sat, 11 Oct 2008 23:36 EST