http://www.zorpia.cn/chineseDaisy Fri, 10 Feb 2012 23:10 EST Fri, 10 Feb 2012 23:10 EST Zorpia.com http://www.zorpia.cn/chineseDaisy/journal/1943947 <p>when people are smiling,i don't know the chilling jealous hide behinde the smile.</p> <p>i think hard working can bring success,i don't know there are some people have stolen sucesses should be mine,just because they know how to play tricks.</p> <p>girls tell me that i shouldn't reject boys after me&nbsp;compeletly ,sometimes i may use them.but i still don't know how to use people,so still&nbsp;can't hang with boys i don't&nbsp; love.&nbsp;girls call me fool.</p> <p>i don't know why&nbsp;being myself is such difficult a thing.</p> <p>i don't know why two people in love hurt each other so badly.</p> <p>i don't know why people don't trust me though i am sincere.</p> <p>i don't know why i can't see it clearly when it's going on.</p> <p>what's wrong with people?i don't know.where is true love ?i don't know.</p> <p>what is equal?i don't know.where is sincerety? i don't know.</p> <p>...</p> <p>what do i know?i am missing and starting to doubt.</p> <p>friends said that i am too simple and like a innocent child.22 years old child?that's ridiculous!maybe they are saying that i am stupid?</p> <p>don't ask me ,because i don't know.i ever said that i am not stupid,but i really can't see them clearly.i am so confused.</p> Personal http://www.zorpia.cn/chineseDaisy/journal/1943947 Wed, 25 Nov 2009 00:03 EST http://www.zorpia.cn/chineseDaisy/journal/1938590 <p>从童年开始，我就在幻想通向远方的路途。这种追寻，对我来说代价甚为巨大。它使我的生活因为和其他人不同而一直沉寂在孤独中。这也是所有对生活的真相产生怀疑，不愿意屈服的人的孤独如同宿命。</p> <p>她很久之前，就是这样，会轻易脱离身边的处境，浸入一些茫茫不着边际的寂静里。所以，她常常不记得别人对她说什么，她只记得某一刻她所面对的气味和声音。她容易失神。</p> <p>很多人爱过我们。我们离开他们。这是我们为之付出的代价。想来也是甘愿。没有人可以在生活里同时谋求自由和安全。那是不可能的。</p> <p>世间如此寂寞而漠然，而我们却要获取深爱。</p> <p>她常常暴饮暴食。小时候就这样。感觉孤独，就不停地吃，吃很多东西。不知道该找什么样的方式表达。吃，很简单，可以用来自我安慰。食物，是温暖的，气味芬芳，能够抚摸胃，然后抵达灵魂。</p> <p>她从不节制，但也始终胖不起来。容易胖起来的人，都是有目标的。她见过很多成功的商人，都会发胖。她不是，她没有目标。即使对热爱的食物，她对它们也没有目标。</p> <p>很多时候，一个人选择了行走，不是因为欲望，也并非诱惑。她仅仅是听到了自己内心的声音。</p> <p>为了遵循自己内心的声音生活，我们曾经为此付出多么大的代价。</p> <p>我们的爱情，之所以寂寞，只是因为找不到对手。</p> <p>我是在回忆着他，还是回忆那一刻的爱情呢?</p> <p>巨蟹座的人是生活静态的，但实际上他们是漂泊不定的人。</p> <p>我爱上别人非常果断而迅速，因为我知道自己要的是什么。但离开的时候也是一样，因为我知道自己要的是什么。</p> <p>在爱的时候，你要相信它，在离开的时候，你要相信自己。</p> Personal http://www.zorpia.cn/chineseDaisy/journal/1938590 Mon, 26 Oct 2009 23:52 EST http://www.zorpia.cn/chineseDaisy/journal/1932251 <div dir="ltr">her&nbsp;&nbsp;heart is pure, and really care about people, very strong.&nbsp;<br />she &nbsp;never talk about the pain, but suffer in silence,&nbsp; the pain&nbsp; will be hidden in the bottom of&nbsp;their heart.only &nbsp;loudly cry to get rid of depression when&nbsp;&nbsp; in places no one can see.,</div> <div dir="ltr">she is &nbsp;afraid of loneliness, but doomed to the loneliness.&nbsp;<br />&nbsp;she do not want anything&nbsp;except &nbsp;that people around her are happy.&nbsp;<br />she is a very careful person who planted&nbsp;her roses, but always&nbsp; the flowers were destroyed at the last moments.she &nbsp;crys, and helpless, and boring, tired .the rose in her heart start</div> <div dir="ltr">bleeding ,like a knife piercing the&nbsp; heart .she says that&nbsp;she does not care, but&nbsp;in her &nbsp;mind was already desolate, the fire of the heart&nbsp; turn weak.she choose being &nbsp;silent.and&nbsp;&nbsp; not as&nbsp;hot as before to pursue&nbsp;something. </div> <div dir="ltr">she is a&nbsp;&nbsp;girl could easily be moved, but&nbsp; also preserve the wisdom.&nbsp;<br />she &nbsp;may&nbsp;like &nbsp;crying, but she&nbsp;is crying does not mean she admits to be a loser.</div> <div dir="ltr">the real her is hidden in the silence of the night and the midnight&nbsp; laughter.&nbsp;<br />she &nbsp;likes old stuff.&nbsp;<br />she pay the &nbsp;most attention&nbsp;to &nbsp;the sense of security.&nbsp;<br />she &nbsp;hopes to have&nbsp;her own space.&nbsp;</div> <div dir="ltr">she&nbsp;basically doesn't&nbsp; attacking, but with absolute combat power. <br />sometimes she is super-talkative, and sometimes she doesn't speak&nbsp;for a whole&nbsp;day.&nbsp;<br />She seldom manifested&nbsp;her own ideas.&nbsp;<br />&nbsp;if she&nbsp;ignore a person ,there must be a reason.&nbsp;<br /> Do not complain in front of her,&nbsp;if have&nbsp;complained&nbsp;,don't&nbsp;&nbsp; even let her know, otherwise the relationship between the two of you will be thoroughly deterioration.&nbsp;<br />she is very emotional,cares much of the feelings of others, especially the loved &nbsp;friends.&nbsp;<br />she is &nbsp;able to sense other people 's heart,&nbsp; from&nbsp;their eyes,&nbsp; mind,&nbsp; logic to determine the authenticity.</div> <div dir="ltr">she doesn't care about what you did, but mind&nbsp; your&nbsp; attitude .</div> <div dir="ltr">she instinctively have a &nbsp;exclusion of&nbsp;those who are &nbsp;hypocritical and artificial&nbsp;<br />she&nbsp;&nbsp;never really get angry&nbsp;<br />she &nbsp;only&nbsp; shows her creativity, her mood to &nbsp;person who really knows her.</div> <div dir="ltr">if she becomes indifferent to&nbsp;you ,it means &nbsp;that she began&nbsp; a new perspection of u&nbsp;, quieter she is ,angrier she is .</div> <div dir="ltr">she give &nbsp;great importance to friendship, but&nbsp; definitely not friendly after&nbsp;being hurt.&nbsp;<br />she is&nbsp; sentimental, but definitely not the Lin Tai-yu <br />she is very persistent, but&nbsp; to love ,she will compromise&nbsp; unconditionally&nbsp;.<br />she has &nbsp;a very strong family values, gentle, kind,&nbsp; maternal glory.&nbsp;<br />in life,she will not be nagging hostess in comics&nbsp;.owning her,&nbsp; you will not be&nbsp;a hapless male.but remember that she will be in silence to express&nbsp;her own wishes. <br /><br /></div> Personal http://www.zorpia.cn/chineseDaisy/journal/1932251 Tue, 29 Sep 2009 22:27 EST