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blowfly06çš„ä¸»é¡µ http://www.zorpia.cn/blowfly06 Fri, 10 Feb 2012 18:16 EST Fri, 10 Feb 2012 18:16 EST Zorpia.com What!, Who, Where? http://www.zorpia.cn/blowfly06/journal/1515381 I saw you again, I didnâ€™t want to it just happen I donâ€™t know Then my heart pounded like a jack hammer hitting the groundDigging holes in my heart felt my breath shorting outThen I looked pale like my feet got all my blood I walked out and in a store I ended upGrab a bottle of cold beer to chase the feeling insideSomehow I turn out fine but canâ€™t help of thinking backWhat was that suppose to mean am I still in love? Did I or did I not tried to forget my pastI remember someone I courted but I run out of luckI even got myself a girlfriend but I think its just lustStill Iâ€™m searching for someone to fill the space inside my heart But for now I can only wait for Miss rightI know she would come or maybe someone will be backHope time wonâ€™t run out while my age is still youngStill Iâ€™m on the streets waiting and getting drunk    <a href="<a">www.friendster.com/profiles/pacundo</a> Personal http://www.zorpia.cn/blowfly06/journal/1515381 Sun, 23 Apr 2006 16:13 EST Designer Substance http://www.zorpia.cn/blowfly06/journal/1509598 With the world of hypocrisy you've created fantasiesthrowing fist in the air insanity over your fear You'll give them a dose of your hate when they get closewith madness crontroling your systems and blind faith that you believed inHypnotised by its good effect blind folded permanently deafwhen it feels so true to yourself that's the time you got to dependyou got only yourself to believe, ignoring advise from a friend Your heart heavily pumping and your blood suddenly rushing you will feel it inside, off to feast like hungry houndsgo ahead take the smoke or let me say cut your own throatput the chemical inside, from your blood to your mind feel it in your brain and from the abyss of your veinslowly killing you, getting addicted to, what it means to youwww.friendster.com/profiles/pacundo Personal http://www.zorpia.cn/blowfly06/journal/1509598 Mon, 10 Apr 2006 22:03 EST Wasted http://www.zorpia.cn/blowfly06/journal/1509587 <div>You said Iâ€™ll find my way outside this anxiety Iâ€™m inSometimes I canâ€™t go on cause in spite of the efforts nothing has changeThey say it just wonâ€™t work because everything Iâ€™ve done will all come backTo me itâ€™s not just right I have suffered long and I want outIâ€™d swing my fist, I fought my best, Iâ€™ve chase the fears inside my headPut out my sorrows, throw away my troubles, shadows from the past that makes me weak My life is full of madness , my mind is infested by demons of every kindThe love I used to feel was gone the angel inside me was beaten by my selfish sideMy soul I think itâ€™s already gone Iâ€™m not even sure if I have one Iâ€™m scared that someday I might lose everything and everyone that I use to have I tried so hard, I cried so loud, I fear too much and I know Iâ€™m aliveFeed my heart with hatred made my mind manipulated with pain and sadness till it become so numb</div> Music http://www.zorpia.cn/blowfly06/journal/1509587 Mon, 10 Apr 2006 21:25 EST