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是谁在昵语？

Sat, 12 Feb 2011 10:42 EST

如果说我深爱你，你不会相信，你会说我们没有缘由，说不是在爱你。

如果说我不爱你，那，是在欺骗我自己，和我深刻的内心。

你隐没了自己，却没隐没你在我心里的位置，哪怕是一点点的位移。

在上万的人堆里我可以一眼认出你，我，却没有找到你。

你在那个不陌生的角落，缠倦，我，一直注视着你…………

我在用你和我们的方式爱你。

只要你愿意！

浊之清

Sat, 20 Mar 2010 15:53 EST

读万卷书与行万里路，寻找到的世界，最终是亲历者自己思考的结论，而不是新奇和激动。
曾与一位长期旅居美国的台湾长者长谈，话题涉及到中国的将来，他一口咬定中国想在各方面超越最发达的美国，至少需要20年。
我问，为什么需要这么长时间，他则缄口不言……
我曾经接触过演艺圈，知道媒体的功能和规则，喜欢看国外的各种记录片，知道电影电视是怎么回事。也涉猎政治、国际金融、世界文化、科技等领域，也和曾长期旅居国外的朋友们详谈美国的人文和思想，多少年来也从各种书籍和媒体里感受世界各国的文化和环境，了解他们的法律、地理环境、历史，以及各国之间的差异，包括美国各州之间的差异，更多的是研究了人。
最后，我成了不可知论者。
人活着追求的最终境界，是为了让快乐与平淡共存，这个结论很简单，而纷繁的世界给我们的却不是这样的答案。
所以，往往看透真相是简单对待，人不快乐的根源是为了找寻自我和实现自我的过程中，自身的矛盾和自己与环境的潜规则之间的关系。
这里，我们抛开自身因素，潜规则又是什么？它的定义、起源、内容、存在以及和各领域之间的关系又是什么呢？

Turbidity of the pure

Traveling with the Journey, looking to the world, and ultimately the conclusions of self to think for themselves, rather than novelty and excitement.
Has worked with a long-lived in the U.S. talked of Taiwan's elderly people, topics related to China's future, he stated categorically that China wants to go beyond the most developed in all areas of the United States, at least 20 years.
I asked, Why do we need such a long time, he was taciturnity ... ...
I have come into contact with the entertainment world, knowing the media functions and rules, like to see a variety of foreign documentaries, film and television to know how it was. Also pursued politics, international finance, world culture, science and technology fields, but also, and had long been friends living abroad, go into the details of the humanities and the U.S. ideas over the years from a variety of books and the media feel the world where the culture and environment, understanding their legal, geographical environment, history, and the differences between countries, including the differences between U.S. states, more is to study with people.
Finally, I became an agnostic.
The pursuit of the ultimate realm of human living is to make a happy co-existence with plain, this conclusion is very simple, and diverse and the world's gave us the answer is not the case.
So,the truth is often seen through a simple treatment, people do not source of happiness is to find self and self-realization in the process of its own contradictions and their own potential and the environment, the relationship between the rules.
Here, we put aside self-factors, hidden rules what is it? Its definition, origin, content, presence and the relationship between the various fields, what is it?

Chinese Buddhist 66

Thu, 31 Dec 2009 07:26 EST

1. One reason for suffering, is the pursuit of the wrong things. 2. If you do not give their own troubles, others will never give you troubles. Because of your own heart, you are fit. 3. You never want to thank you all living creatures of adversity. 4. You never have to forgive all living beings, no matter how bad he was, even before he hurt you, you must go, and can only be really happy. 5. When you are happy, you want to this happiness is not eternal. When you pain, you want to this pain is not eternal. 6. Today's dedication, will become tomorrow's regret. 7. You can have love, but not persistent, because the separation is inevitable. 8. Do not waste your life, you will regret it in the local. 9. When did you go, and when there will be no trouble. 10. Each of trauma, is a mature. 11. Arrogant people have saved, low self-esteem people do not save, to know themselves, yield themselves, change themselves, can change people. 12. Do not always dissatisfied with the others, you should always look at itself Cai Dui. Dissatisfaction with others, is a hard time yourself. 13. A person from the heart to go if you can not forgive others, then he would never have peace of mind. 14. Mind filled with his own views and ideas of the people, always hear people's voices. 15. Destruction of people as long as a word, to cultivate a person have to 1000 words, you multi-port Xialiu Qing. 16. Do not have to go back to curse you people? If there is a mad dog bites you one, do not you have to get on the ground to bite back his one do? 17. Forever Do not waste your points in a second, think about any of you do not like people. 18. Please use compassion and moderate attitude, your dissatisfaction and grievances speak out, others will accept. 19. The same bottle, why do you have to install poison it? The same heart, why do you have to do is full of trouble? 20. Is not something we will always think he is wonderful, it is because you know very little about him, no time to live together with him. When one day, you have a deeper understanding, you will find that the original is not your imagined so good. 21. Alive for one day, that is lucky, on the treasure. When I cry I do not have shoes to wear, I discovered that someone did not feet. 22. Tiny bit more effort to the attention of others and reflect on their own energy on the Shaoyi Fen, do you understand? 23. Hatred of others that he is a great loss. 24. Every person has a life, but not everyone understands life, and even cherish life. Do not understand human life, life for him, is a punishment. 25. Love is a troubled enforcement reasons, the situation down enforcement, you can get comfortable 26. Do not be too sure that their own views, with such less regret. 27. When you are honest with ourselves, the world's got no one can deceive you. 28. With means to hurt others who cover up their shortcomings, is shameful. 29. Silently care and blessing others, it is an invisible alms. 30. Do not bother to speculate on other people's ideas, if you do not have the right to judge the wisdom and experience, they usually are wrong. 31. To learn more about a person, just look at his starting point and destination are the same, you can know whether he was sincere. 32. The truth of life, but being hidden in plain tasteless. 33. Is not a bath person, not a hard rubbing perfume smells good. Reputation and dignity, is from the real ability of the. Virtuous natural incense. 34. Time will pass, and so that time is running out of your troubles bar! 35. You insisted on simple things look very serious, it looks like you will be very painful. 36. Never distorted others, people of good will, without remedy. 37. Said that a lie, to fabricate a lie to make up for 10, why? 38. White a day, doing nothing, just as guilty of larceny 39. Forming public edge, that is, not to hurt anyone. 40. Silence is the best answer defamation. 41. For people respectful, that is, the solemn yourself. 42. Has an unselfish love, then have it all. 43. To be accidental, and take for granted. So you must, revel unchanged unchanged Suiyuan. 44. Mercy is your best weapon. 45. As long as the face of reality, you can go beyond the reality. 46. Conscience is the most just of each individual judge, you deceived the people could never fool your own conscience. 47. Do not understand people who self-love, there is no ability to love others. 48. Sometimes we ask ourselves to be calm, we pursue? We live for what? 49. Do not be a small dispute, away from your relatives and friends, nor because the small resentment, forget the others Dae-Eun. 50. Thank God I have, thank God I do not have. 51. Those who can stand the perspective of others, the benefit of others, this is a mercy. 52. Speak not to be offensive, not to be lethal, not have been able to boast, not Young people evil, naturally turning hostility into friendship. 53. Honestly face your inner conflicts and blot, do not deceive yourself. 54. Cause that we were never owed anything, so please do not complain. 55. Most people only had three things in life; self-deception, deceptive, being bullied. 56. Heart is the biggest liar, people can deceive you for a while, but it will lie to you for life 57. As long as the conscious peace of mind, things are good north-south. If a person does not degrees, not to play their own escape. 58. When one thing to seize and hold in your hands, you can only have this thing, if you are willing to let go, you have the opportunity to choose another. Person's heart if the Executive's own concept of death, refused to get down, then he can only achieve a certain degree of wisdom just 59. If you can safely navigated the day, it is a kind of good fortune. How many people today have not see the sun tomorrow, how many people today have become disabled, how many people today have lost their freedom, how many people today have been bereaved. 60. You have your view of life, I have my view of life, I have non-interference in you. As long as I can, I'll probation you. If not, then I would resign to fate. 61. You want to grasp the eternal, then you have to control now. 62. Evil I never grows out of our mouth, no matter how bad he was, how evil. The more you call him, your heart will be contaminated, and you want to, he is your Shanzhi Shi. 63. Other people can violate causality, other people can harm us, beat us, slander us. However, we can not but hate others, and why? We must maintain an integrity of nature and a pure heart. 64. If a person is not suffering the feelings of others is not easy to be sympathetic. You should learn the spirit of mercy, he will have to suffer. 65. The world had not belong to you, so you do not need to discard, we must abandon all the dedication. All is what I use, but not my own. 66. While we can not change the world around, we had to change themselves, with compassion and wisdom of heart to face all this

山寨版至理名言

Wed, 09 Dec 2009 16:44 EST

1.我悄悄的来，又悄悄的走，挥一挥匕首，不留一个活口
　　
2.耶稣和释迦牟尼的最大区别是什么？他俩头发一个大卷一个小卷

3.为何我的眼中总饱含泪水？因为我装逼装得深沉。
　　
4.没有不透风的墙，没有不能上吊的梁。
　　
5.明月几时有，自己抬头瞅
　　
6.合久必分，分久必合；喝酒必疯，逢酒必喝
　　
7.在中国队面前，穿黄色球衣的泰国队恍惚间也有了巴西队的风范。
　　
8.八仙过海，各找各妈.八仙过海，请系好安全带
　　
9.女人是水做的，男人是泥做的，李俊基李宇春都是水泥做的
　　
10.泡酒吧的男人是找刺激的，而女人，多半是受过刺激
　　
11.长个包子样就别怨狗跟着
　　
12.当你想不通的时候，想一下自己是在中国，一切就豁然开朗了
　　
13.英雄不问出路，流氓不看岁数
　　
14.举起两根手指，对同学们说：“同学们，学好数学关键就是三个字！！多做练习
　　
15.无理取闹,必有所图！
　　
16.幸福是个比较级,要有东西垫底才感觉得到。
　　
17.一句“拿着”胜过两句“我会给你的”
　　
18.闭上眼睛，我看到了我的前途......
　　
19.当裤子失去皮带，才懂得什麽叫做依赖
　　
20.人生有时就像电脑，说死机就死机，没得商量。
　　
21.海阔凭鱼跃，破鼓任人捶。
　　
22.能够说出的委屈，便不算委屈；能够抢走的爱人，便不算爱人。
　　
23.烟不听话，所以我们“抽烟”。
　　
24.不能自拔的，除了爱情，还有别人地里的萝卜。
　　
25.我以为“隐身”别人就找不到我了，没用的，像我这样的人，无论在哪里都像漆黑夜里的萤火虫，够鲜明够出众。
　　
26.铁公鸡还会留点铁锈呢，你根本就是个不锈钢公鸡！
　　
27.还没来得及去沾花惹草，就被人拔光了。
　
28.每个人出生的时候都是原创，可悲的是，很多人渐渐都成了盗版！
　　
29.不要说别人脑子有病，脑子有病的前提是必须有个脑子。
　　
30.在哪里摔倒就在哪里躺下。
　　
31.我又不是王子，为什么女孩遇见我总认为自己应该成为公主！
　　
32.情侣间最矛盾的地方就是幻想彼此的未来，却惦记着对方的过去。
　　
33.你发怒一分钟，便失去60秒的幸福。
　　
34.忙碌是一种幸福，让我们没时间体会痛苦；奔波是一种快乐，让我们真实的感受生活；疲惫是一种享受，让我们无暇空虚。
　　
35.生活就像“呼吸”，“呼”是为了出一口气，“吸”是为了争一口气。
　　
36.知识就像内裤，看不见但很重要。
　　
37.结婚就是给自由穿件棉衣，活动起来不方便，但会很温暖。

38.英雄难过美人关，我不是英雄，美人让我过了关。
　　
39.玩命：要在有命的情况下才能玩，命都没了，拿什么玩啊！
　　　　　　
40.探索的旅程不在于发现新大陆，而在于培养新视角。
　　
41.本无意与众不同，怎奈何品味出众。
　　
42.一个人能走多远，要看他与谁同行；一个人有多优秀，要看他有谁指点；一个人有多成功，要看他有谁相伴。
　　
43.叹气是最浪费时间的事情，哭泣是最浪费力气的行径。
　　
44.男人的大脑喜欢女人的内心，但是眼睛喜欢女人的外表。
　　　　　　
45.咸鱼翻身，还是咸鱼。
　　
46.我可以选择放弃，但不能放弃选择。

47.作为失败的典型，你实在是太成功了。
　　
48.不是人人都能活的低调，可以低调的基础是随时都能高调。
　　
49.女人喜欢长得坏坏的男人,不是喜欢长坏了的男人。　　
　　
50.我们的爱情在这天夭折了,只为了让彼此有重生的机会。　
　　
51.跌倒了,爬起来再哭.
　　
52.婚姻的杀手有时不是外遇,而是时间.
　　
53.绝口不提不是因为忘记,而是因为铭记.
　　
54.让未来到来,让过去过去.
　　
55.个头大就一定厉害吗？恐龙不是照样灭绝了！
　　
56.善意的谎言：就是给自己的欺骗找一个很好的借口。
　　
57.父母忽悠孩子叫教育；孩子忽悠父母叫欺骗；互相忽悠叫代沟。
　　
58.幽默就是一个人想哭的时候还有笑的兴致。
　　　　
59.一道幸福之门关闭时，另一道就会打开。我们经常盯着关闭的门，对开启的门却视若无睹。
　　
60.咖啡苦与甜，不在于怎末搅拌，而在于是否放糖；一段伤痛，不在于怎末忘记，而在于是否有勇气重新开始。
　　
61.人之所以活的累，是因为放不下架子、撕不开面子、解不开情结。
　　
62.爱是费尽心力地全身投入，然后再百转千回地抽身而出！
　　
63.人生最精彩的不是实现梦想的瞬间,而是坚持梦想的过程!

一个人久了，会上瘾的...

Sun, 11 Oct 2009 22:12 EST

一个人久了，会懒得恋爱
一个人久了，朋友会越重要
一个人久了，会越来越喜欢听歌
一个人久了，电话会常常忘记带
一个人久了，就会养成一个怪癖
一个人久了，对爱情会越来越挑剔

一个人久了，除了寂寞点外还是蛮开心的
一个人久了，会慢慢变得成熟起来
一个人久了，会比以前更重视更爱父母，更重视亲情
一个人久了，对所有的节日大多没什么期待
一个人久了，听到看到别人一对对的很甜蜜，心里多少还是会有些介意

一个人久了，会喜欢买很多鞋子，带自己去很多很远的地方
一个人久了，会觉得无拘无束自由自在天宽地广
一个人久了，爱情会变得越来越不重要，取而代之的是钱和事业
一个人久了，会越来越理性，越来越现实

总之，一个人久了，是很幸福的时光……

即使有一点点无聊和寂寞
但是游走在自己的街道上，什么都可以无所谓没有任何束缚

即使很多人都在疑惑
你，为什么没有告别一个人的时光
因为
一个人久了，会上瘾的...

从艺术人文解读MJ和小沈阳

Sun, 09 Aug 2009 00:15 EST

I spent one night non-stop kung fu Loop CD-ROM version of the classic collection, memories of MJ's life and to introduce his works, it will also be through various channels to understand just a small Shenyang popularity.

Art is my life not from the ingredients, the arts and who are the source of more or less.

I only said a few points.

First, in addition to the charm of MJ's music was the most talk about the private life of MJ, but as a reality and we want to separate from his music, it is his memory based on the latter! His indomitable spirit of humanity through music and dance outside is, after all, affect the people of our generation. After his occasionally brilliant lightly show that behind the smile we have seen is unlimited miserable because he is very simple, has been pushed to the front desk was a huge shadow of the ring by carrying the burden, he could have destroyed a normal life rights. Star is the doll, color transform it from him the election? !

Second, modern popular culture to the culture of monopoly industries and aesthetic MJ a poor combination must not be allowed to play, not to mention he is the victim. I think the contribution of MJ. Xiao Shenyang is vulgar taste it?

Third, to classical music than pop music more meaningful view of the profound, we will win easily, please master, spent hundreds of millions of money build a spider web for Opera House for the endorsement of city leaders. The most ironic is that this rock is essentially anti-commercial thing, but now they are increasingly incorporated into the business logic sweet.

Fourth, analysis they do not like, do not listen, so do not understand the music, and thus expand the logic of macro theory of the disorder. Do not do things in life are too fancy and simple.

V. aesthetic criticism nauseating elitism - has been touched by any kind of music are the same good life, and Mozart's ghost will not make you a more noble soul.

VI. Star game is Dungeons & land, entering the ring of people know the effects of it, they will take this path it? ! ... ... ... ... May be this is a life of no return.

7, in the pursuit of life and the cause of the process, often a small campaign easier. After a number of stars known mutations is also reasonable ... ...

8, published, advocacy, education is power, the functions of the media, this power was often mistaken released, publicity, education of the people are the fools do not know anything.

Jackson 30 years ago here in our well-known reason is, perhaps, because he is the first formal introduction into the commercial introduction of the domestic copyright of foreign singers. At that time, the spirit of youth to rebel to prove the existence of its own, today, their children are spending power to prove his value. Even if there is dissatisfaction, it usually is not the outrage of social rules, but not enough of their own ability to adapt the best of both worlds and the initiation of the sense of loss. Expressed dissatisfaction with the form is no longer a wild rebel, and become a sophisticated hoax. Michael Jackson is the rock of the "turn" a landmark in connecting people. I was loyal to his fans, his first "tremble" in it is worth hearing a hundred times I am the Song of the Month.

In this world, some people are always angry and looking back, while others were more willing to look ahead with confidence. In many cases, the person looking back is always difficult to refuse the temptation to move towards the reality; and forward-looking people are always inevitable for a Review of sentimental sadness.........

从艺术人文解读
——谈MJ和小沈阳

我花了一夜功夫不停地循环播放经典珍藏版光碟，回忆介绍MJ的生平及他的作品，也同样通过不同的渠道了解刚走红的小沈阳。
艺术是我生活里离不了的佐料，艺术和谁都有或多或少的渊源。
我只说几点.
一，除了MJ的音乐魅力，被大家谈的最多的是MJ的私生活，但作为现实的我们要和他的音乐要分开，人们纪念他基于后者！他把人类不屈的灵魂通过音乐和舞姿外现，毕竟影响了我们这一代人。在他辉煌后偶尔流露那恬淡的一笑背后我们看到的却是凄凉无限，因为他很简单，被推到前台被巨大的光环笼罩下所承载的重负摧毁了他原可以过一个正常人生活的权利。明星本来就是玩偶，肤色的变换由得他选吗？！
二，现代人对流行文化产业造成的文化垄断和审美贫乏不可让MJ一肩挑起，何况他正是受害者。我看MJ的贡献。是小沈阳低俗吗？
三，对古典音乐比流行音乐更隽永深刻的看法，一定会博得动辄请大师，花几个亿建一座歌剧院用来编蜘蛛网的城市领袖的赞同。最具讽刺意味的是，摇滚乐这种本质上是反商业的东西，现在也被日益纳入甜蜜的商业逻辑。
四，分析自己不喜欢、不听、所以不了解的音乐，并由此展开宏论的逻辑是错乱的。做人做事都别过分花哨了，简单就好。
五，抨击令人恶心的审美精英主义——被任何种类的音乐感动都是人生中同样美好的事，莫扎特鬼魂不会令你的灵魂更高尚。
六，明星场是魔域之地，踏进光环的人知道它的效应的话，他们会走这条路吗？！…………可人生本是个不归路。
七，在人生和事业追逐的过程里，往往角力场小的容易成功。一些明星成名之后的突变也在情理之中……
八，发表、宣传、教化是权力，是媒体的职能，有此权者常常会误以为被发表、宣传、教化的人都是什么都不知道的傻子。

30年前杰克逊之所以在我们这里广为人知，可能正是因为他是最初通过正规商业版权引进介绍进国内的外国歌星。当时的青年以反叛精神证明了自己的存在，今天，他们的儿女们正在以消费能力证明自己的价值。即使有不满，通常也不是对社会规则的义愤，而是对自身适应能力不足以左右逢源而萌生的失落感。表达不满的形式也不再是粗犷的反叛，而变成了精致的恶作剧。迈克尔·杰克逊是摇滚乐的这一“转身”中承上启下的标志性人物。

我是他的忠实拥趸，他的那首《颤栗者》更是我百听不厌的好歌。

在这个世界上，有些人总是愤愤不平地回头看，另一些人则更愿意信心满怀地向前看。在很多时候，回头看的人总是难以拒绝向前远眺的现实诱惑；而向前看的人也总是免不了回眸一眼的黯然感伤........

解读中国的富裕消费群体

Sat, 18 Jul 2009 12:59 EST

在全球经济低迷惨淡的背景下，对各类企业来讲，中国的富裕消费群体代表了千载难逢的良机。

即使在经济低迷时期，中国仍然是世界上少数几个仍在增长的市场之一，中国富裕家庭的数量仍在不断攀升。到 2015 年，中国将会拥有全球第四大的富裕群体。对这部分群体购买行为背后的原因的深入理解将帮助商家在竞争中获取有利地位。

研究显示，中国富裕群体的消费行为与其他国家的富裕群体，以及中国其他收入水平消费者的消费行为存在很大差异。我们将这部分富裕人群划分为7类截然不同的群体，而每一个细分群体又有各自不同的消费行为和消费需求。

为了获得成功，销售奢侈品牌和主流品牌高端产品的营销人员必须了解，是什么原因使这些富裕消费者选择某一个品牌，而不选择另一个品牌。他们选择品牌的参照标准为何差异极大。如果不能很好了解这种差别，企业就有可能浪费大量营销开支，并且错失市场良机。

Talking about wealthy consumers in China may seem odd during the middle of a global economic crisis. Yet for many companies around the world, wealthy Chinese represent a rare opportunity in an otherwise dismal picture.

Despite the global downturn, the number of wealthy households in China continues to grow. By 2015, the country will hold the world’s fourth-largest concentration of wealthy people. Companies that better understand the factors behind their purchases could steal a march on the competition. Our research shows that their behavior is very different from that of their counterparts in other countries and of consumers in other income classes inside China.¹ Indeed, the pool of luxury consumers has become large enough to form distinct segments, each with its own behavior and needs.

Our work included face-to-face interviews in 16 cities with 1,750 wealthy Chinese consumers—people in households earning more than $36,500 annually, which gives them the spending power of a US household making roughly $100,000 a year. These wealthy Chinese households, with an average annual income of about $80,000, represented the top 1 percent of earners in China’s cities. We supplemented the interviews with home visits by our researchers, who also accompanied many respondents on shopping trips. In addition, we talked with brand managers and marketing specialists in China who serve this sector, visited luxury brand stores, and conducted exit interviews there.

我转身.........

Wed, 25 Mar 2009 12:38 EST

人生总有一种遗憾，一些无奈．或许人生有遗憾才会有回味．只想作一次最后的别离，把你封存在永远触摸不到的记忆．想你的时候，我不再打电话，我只是静静的坐着．我已习惯这样静静的坐着,想你．任由一份寂寞将心吞噬，心也有一种被掏空了的感觉．

喜欢用文字来发泄心中的不满、孤寂、愤奋、无助。可能是我不太爱用言语来表达。不知从什么时候起爱上了用文字来填满我孤寂的心灵.我喜欢网络，因为在网络上我面对的才是真实的自我。我的灵魂孤独而自由。我讨厌回到现实，因为现实逼得你不得不重新戴起面具，向丑恶虚伪地微笑。

思绪在千思百回中激涌，无言冷漠的文字牵动着一种情绪在飞扬。就在我仰头眺望的片刻中，心在隐隐的疼痛，千思万缕的足音在心间跳跃,我趴在大段大段的文字上喘息，以为这样可以填补空虚，可以用冰冷的荧屏压住烦乱的心，可是突然发现，面对热闹的城，热闹的网，我，越来越恐惧。恐惧，将我包围，这就是我要的世界吗？

边写，经历的过往历历在目地闪现..... 突然觉得一切都是多么虚无。都成为过去了，都可以原谅，都可以忽略，都可以忘记。记不得是哪个朋友说过的，忘记是与自己重逢的开始。那么，以前的那个我呢？

晚上的房间里偶尔播上一段音乐，不至于让房里太静了，至少感觉人的存在。有时候静的像墓地一般,或者仿佛自己置身在一片废墟之中，茫茫无边。极至孤独和寂寞。想找人说话，日子如行云流水，很多事情一切都是转眼。

有时生活中需要的是一种信念和一种支持，当这一切离你越来越远时，感觉一切都没有了意义。

天黑以后，总是在这样的时候，眼睛不用眨，只要想到他，泪就顺着脸庞滑落，仿佛是不干涸的泉。感觉心在离嗓子很近的地方艰难的跳，有要窒息的感觉。这样的感觉己很有一段时间。

昨夜，想了整晚，终于下定决心：还是提笔写点什么吧。再说，不知从何时起，我已然开始怀疑自己的记性了，唯一的解释就是记忆想脱逃。我想，如果真的不想忘记什么，最好的方法就是把它全部记录下来！在日记中记下了一地的琐碎，曾被挫折压得喘不过气来所有的过去都化作了一行行寥寥的文字。当厚厚的日记本无法沉淀下我全部的心情，便将它们拿出来，在晴空下晾晒。
01:14:15 15/12 昆明

Turned me .........

Life there will always be a regret, a number of helplessness. Perhaps there is regret in life will have a recollection. Just want to make one final parting, you put less than archive at Forever touch memory. You want to, I no longer call, I just sat quietly. I have been accustomed to this way of sitting quietly, you want to. A lonely heart will be allowed to swallow, the heart also has a feeling of being hollowed out.

Like to use language to vent their dissatisfaction, loneliness, anger Fen and helpless. Probably are not my words to express love. I do not know when starting from Fall in love with the characters used to fill my lonely soul. Enjoy my network because the network on my face is the true self. My lonely soul free. I hate to return to reality, because reality forced Exciting things you have to re-mask, to the ugly hypocritical smile.

Si hundred thousand thoughts at Huizhong excited Chung, speechless apathy affects a kind of emotional language in dusty. On me at the moment rise view, the heart in the idea of pain, Trespa intricate foot jump in mind, I lie on the major section of the large segment of the language on breathing, thinking that they think can fill the emptiness, the screen can be used cold pressure live in the hearts of upset, but suddenly discovered, in the face of the busy city, bustling Net, I, more and more fear. Fear, will be surrounded by me, This is what I want the world?

Writing, through the past vividly to flash ..... how everything suddenly felt empty. Have become have passed, can be forgiven, can be ignored, can be forgotten. Friends can not remember which are said, forgotten is the beginning of their reunion. Well, before that me?

Evening room occasionally broadcast on a section of music, not so the room is too quiet, at least the feeling of the people exist. Sometimes quiet, like the cemetery in general, or as if in the midst of the ruins themselves, the vast boundless. Extreme isolation and loneliness. Find people speak, such as convective flow days, a lot of things all the twinkling of an eye.

Sometimes life is a necessary faith and a kind of support, when all this more and more distant from you, the feeling everything is NOT meaningless.

After dark, always at times like this, the eyes do not blink, as long as the thought of him, tears on the slide down the face, as if it is not dried up spring. Sense of heart in the throat from the vicinity of the difficult jump, there is the feeling of suffocation want. This feeling has been quite a period of time.

Last night, think of the night, and finally determined: or write something. Furthermore, I do not know when, I already started to doubt his own memory, and the only explanation is that want to escape the memory. I think that if Real do not want to forget what is the best way to put it all on record! In the diary to write down a trivial one, have been hard-pressed all the setbacks the past into a few lines of text. When the thick layer of sediment can not be under the diaries of all my feelings, put them out in the laundry, under clear skies.

01:14:15 15/12 KunMing

语丝-3

Wed, 25 Mar 2009 12:06 EST

人生最重要的不是他所站的位置，而是他所朝的方向.

美国的一位编辑发现:这个世界是平的.

『如果你只是吃人頭路，那你永遠不會富有。如果你要找工作，那麼請確定你拿的是百分比的酬勞(也就是非固定薪資)，不然，你就自己當老闆。』

在當前資訊爆炸的年代，投資者所缺者再不是資訊，而是分析資訊的有效工具。

意念的力量是很惊人的!

沒有因為很有挑戰性而完蛋的，卻有因為太舒服而慢性自殺。

经历是财富，苦难便是内涵。

真相来自于谎言。

Life is not the most important points of his position, but he had the direction of North Korea.

An editor of the United States found that: the world is flat.

『If you only eat the head road, then you will never be rich. If you find a job, then make sure you are holding a percentage of remuneration (also non-fixed salary), otherwise, you will own boss. 』

In the current era of information explosion, investors are no longer missing information, but an effective tool to analyze information.

The power of ideas is very alarming!

NOT because it is challenging and finished, because there are too comfortable and chronic suicide.

Experience are an asset, is the meaning of suffering.

The truth from the lies.

17:00 Sukhan Coffee

Sun, 22 Mar 2009 09:39 EST

外面的雨挺大，一直在下。在水泥地上跳动的水花看得让人心境烦（浮）躁，又感觉有点慌乱。
咖啡厅里幽冥一样的音乐，柔柔的灯光，略显宁静的氛围，过了许久，才让我的心慢慢静了下来。
虽然蓝山咖啡是世界上最好的咖啡，却没有那种最期待的味道，现在的感觉和普通的咖啡并无二致，本想在Sukhan的机会来好好犒劳自己的，哈，却平添了些许的遗憾，是等待的味道，还是焦虑的感觉导致的吗？我自己也不得而知。
透过落地玻璃幕墙看着大街上来来往往的人流、车流，他们都在为生计、生活而忙忙碌碌着，我却在这儿静静地坐着，是种静态的存在方式，消耗生命的方式！一种无法用言语表达的无奈浸进我的哀伤，在我的灵魂里逐渐蔓延、凝聚、再蔓延、再凝聚.....
几点钟会天黑，我已经忘了.....
街上的行人三三两两，也有偶尔经过的一家三口，看得出来他们各自拥有着无法用语言表达的相互依存的形式都从他们的眉宇之间写着，我无言.....
想到要坦白些什么，可现在的我突破不了的是用距离表达我内心真正意图，我需要用眼神的交流表达我的真实情感，因为我要实实在在地活着，命运里该我承受的，我不想回避。
叫了杯朗姆酒，酒温大概40°C，入口不错，到了嘴里，那种醇醇的烈酒味道在喉咙里迅速地扩散开来，这种酒的风格不似喝习惯了的中国酿酒，总感觉醇度不足，像在喝酒精似的，那么直接！但很过瘾。
当一件事情做得超出了它的本身，意义便显现了，我现在的感觉很受用，很值得，至少现在觉得我的人生是充实的，并不是在品酒或咖啡。
1821，Sukhan,不大的厅里现在只有我一个人，很静。
在这段时间的嘀嗒声里，这种感觉很苦，心里却很甜！那种暖暖的期待、淡淡的哀伤，在飘忽的思绪和虚幻的目光中无力的渡过，静静地流淌.....
耳边不知何时响起了外国音乐，歌声伤感而曲调浪漫，恰如我现在的心境。也许哀怨是音乐存在的灵魂吧！
雨滴不成线地纷纷坠落，敲打着树叶，路面，散落进我的心里.....

过于追求精神层面的东西，久了，让人觉得很空，很假，没有现实来得真实，具体；而太俗则给人感觉猥琐，会让自己看不起自己；情份是感情生活不可或缺的东西，少了又无味。雅俗共赏则是像我们这类人采取的必定方式，雅了，则欣赏，去慢慢消受、品味；俗了，就要谅解，包容，一笑了之。精神？再次之。因为世界包罗万象，精彩纷呈。
有首诗的题目为：知道了真相又怎样？对于爱情、事业、生活乃至生命都是这样；真相，在成长过程的每一个正常人都是在不断寻求真相的历程中一次次把自己的梦想敲碎，于苦痛中挣扎。人生已悲怆，何必再降霜！悲兮！
一生的忙碌为的只是活着，一定要去追究活着的意义那是打开自己的潘多拉盒子，认为活在过程里的人是常人嘴里的幸福，虚幻的世界和我们真实存在的躯体，相互映射，交错倾轧是我们苦痛的根源。把一切归于简单才是我们好好活着的本真！
1856，快七点了，还是一个人，很静。

Outside the big rain has been coming. Beat in the cement floor of the water to see people feel tired floating , but also feeling a little confusion.
Nether the same coffee shop music, lighting gentle slightly quieter atmosphere, over a long time before they let my heart slow down static
Although the Blue Mountain coffee is the world's best coffee, but not the kind of the most looked forward to the Taste, and the general feeling now is no coffee, the Sukhan want at a good opportunity to reward their own, ha, but added to the a modicum of regret, are waiting for the taste or the feeling of anxiety caused by it? I myself do not know.
Through the ground glass curtain wall on the street come and go watch the flow of people, they are at for a living, busy life, and I have sat here quietly, is a static way of existence, a way of life consumption ! Words can not express a kind of helplessness dip into my grief, in my soul gradually spread, pool, and then spread, and then unite .....
What time will be dark, I have forgotten .....
Pedestrian streets in twos and threes, and has occasionally been the family of three, of their respective owners see beyond words to express the interdependence of form from their between eyes and eyebrows wrote me speechless .....
Frankly the thought of what, but now I can not break away from are used to express the true intentions of my heart, I need to communicate with eye contact to express my true feelings, because I really want to live my destiny in the bear, I do not want to evade.
Is called a glass of rum, wine temperature approximately 40 ° C, the entrance is true, by the mouth, the kind of alcohol alcohol spirits at Taste throat quickly spread, which unlike the style of wine drinking habits of the Chinese wine, with a total feeling inadequate alcohol, like drinking fine though, so direct! But it is fun.
When one thing done in excess of its own significance became apparent, and I now feel very popular use, it is worth, at least now I feel my life has substance, not in the wine or coffee.
1821, Sukhan, not the room now I am the only one person, very quiet.
During this time the sound of ticking, this feeling bitter, but sweet heart! The kind of warm look, a touch of sadness, at unpredictable thoughts and unreal through the eyes of powerless, quietly flowing .....
Ears do not know when they sounded foreign music, sad songs and romantic melodies, as my state of mind now. Sad existence may be the soul of music are you!
Not a line to have rain fall, beating the leaves, road surface, scattered into my mind .....
Too Pursue spiritual things, a long time, people feel very empty, it is false, there is no reality more real and concrete; and too tacky while people feel insignificant, will look down on their own; friendship emotional lives are indispensable things and less of another tasteless. Tastes are such people like us must be taken by way of Accor, the appreciation, go slowly to endure, taste; the vulgar, it is necessary to understanding, tolerance, and smile over. Spirit? Once again the. Since the world's multi-faceted, brilliant.
There is the title of the poem is: to know the truth, so what? For love, career, livelihood and even lives are such; the truth, in the growth process of each one in their right mind is constantly seeking the truth in the course of time and put their dream crack, struggling in pain. Life has been Pathetique, why cream again! Come sad !
Busy for a lifetime of only alive, must go to pursue the meaning of life that is to open its own Pandora's box, consider the process of living at the mouth of the people are happy people, unreal world and our real body, mutual mapping, staggered strife are the root cause of our suffering.
Attributed to put all our good is the easy living of the truth!
1856, a seven-point quickly, or a person, very quiet.

漂

Sun, 01 Mar 2009 14:20 EST

   漂不是一种选择，而是一种命运，一种机缘。
   孤独的人，是丰富的，因了心智，而愈显孤独。于是，孤独的人，选择漂泊。我漂泊，因为我孤独。
   漂得久了，停下来就会觉得极不舒服，到底是哪里不舒服，又说不上。当一张车票持在手上的时候，就象是打了一针吗啡，所有的不舒服即刻间烟消云散了。漂，成了生活中的兴奋剂。
   对我而言，漂，是个人生活的一种常态，对酒店和车站还有出租房的熟悉程度可能会胜过其它地方。由于居而不定，反倒是少了很多安居乐业者们的世俗，连电视都没有时间去看，干脆也就不买，和人说起家中没有电视，竟然没有一个人会信。
   漂在外，常常会遇到填个表登个记的事，要说也没什么，但是倘若你身份证上的住址早已被轰隆隆的推土机夷为平地变成草坪的时候，那个地址不知道还代表着什么，更不知道该如何下笔了。派出所说，要更新身份证上的地址就必须要有新的居所。身份证倒是仍然能使用，但每每需要写上家庭住址的时候，就感到非常地不爽，如同一个早就愈合的伤口，又一次次的被自己痛苦地撕开合上，再撕开再合上。
   除了衣服、鞋子、生活必须品之外，其他占地方的东西我是一概不敢随便买的，倒不是钱的缘故，而是接着还要漂，东西弄多了处理的时候实在是麻烦的很。   没有邻居，少了街坊，但多了收租的房东
   本来您直接买个房子不就结了。我说，我还要接着漂呢。（其实自己心中有数，没那个条件）
“居无定所”是形容由于经济拮据而形成的一种被迫不断迁居的行为，而对漂者来说，居住YOU何求定所。
   实在是不喜欢籍贯地，更加不喜欢出身地，落叶归根，何处才是根。漂者没有根，因为他（她）泊在水上

    Drift is not an option, but a destiny, a chance.
    Lonely people, are rich, because of the mental, and it has become more lonely. Thus, the lonely people, select drifter. Me drifting, because my loneliness.
    Drift a long time, stopped to feel extremely uncomfortable, in the end Where are uncomfortable, they can not. When a ticket holder at the hands of time, as are played one needle of morphine, all discomfort has evaporated instantly between. Bleaching has become life-doping.
    For me, drift is a normal personal life, the hotel and the station was also familiar with the extent of rental housing may be better than other places. As home without setting, but rather less to live and work a lot of the secular who even do not have time to watch television, simply does not buy it, and talking about people do not even have a TV, that no one person will be a letter.
    Drift away, often encountered in filling tables Deng个thing in mind, have nothing to say, but if you address on the ID card has already been machince rumbling sound bulldozers razed to the ground into the lawn when the addresses do not know on behalf of What more do not know how to write a. The police station said that it is necessary to update the address on the ID card is necessary to have new homes. ID card but are still able to use, but often necessary to write home address when felt very uncomfortable, as a long overdue healing of wounds, again and again times painfully torn by their own close and then re-close the tear .
    Apart from clothes, shoes, necessities of life, other things that account for my place are all hesitant to buy, it's not because of money, but then would also like to drift, things get more time to deal with it is very troublesome . No neighbors, fewer neighbors, but many of the rentals to the landlord
    Originally, you do not directly buy a house on a node. I said, I would like to do and then drift. (Actually a pretty good idea of their own, not the conditions)
"No fixed abode" is used to describe financial hardship because of the formation of a continuously forced to move to the behavior, while the drift of those who live set by YOU want anything else.
    It is dislike of origin, the more who do not like, the falling leaves return to their roots, where is the root. Drift no roots, because he (she) parked in the Water

Ask Buddha

Fri, 27 Feb 2009 01:39 EST

I asked the Buddha: Why not give all women let the moon fade so shy flowers face?

Buddha said: It was just one of the Epiphyllum is used to deceive the eyes of the secular.

Nothing had arrived in the United States can be a caring and pure heart, it gave me a woman, can someone let him cast a gray.

I asked the Buddha: Why does the world have so many regrets?

Buddha said: This is a whirling world, whirling or regret, no regret, no amount of happy Here you are you would not realized. . . . . . . . .

I asked the Buddha: How can I make people's hearts no longer feel lonely?

Buddha said: every heart that is born of loneliness and incomplete, and the majority live their lives with such defects.

And enable him because half of the successful encounter when negligence is not missed, that is, to lose possession of his qualifications.

I asked the Buddha: If you encountered a person can be but are afraid of love should not grasp how to do this?

Buddha said: how to stay human love, a thousand floating world welcome change, and lovers, make Happiness matters, do not ask are robbing are geopolitical.

I asked the Buddha: How can you like such as wisdom?

Buddha said: Buddhist people are around, people are the future of Buddhism, such as I have you as innocent.

边缘

Wed, 25 Feb 2009 17:45 EST

阿弥陀佛——你的问候到现在我才收到，真是罪过——！
小僧云游四海，行走在凡尘与僧界之间，只是浮生偷得半日闲罢，呵呵~

今天航行在南海，白天的航迹是琼州海峡至珠江口，一路上风和日丽，海面波光粼粼，春天的暖阳和着缓缓的海风，是我海上放风的良机，决不能错过的。
没什么事需要处理，去步桥散步。今天感受海风是绝对的惬意. 驻足凝视海面的刹那，和另一个自己感觉了一下，此刻我正行走在海的宽广和自然的博大里，在你的怀抱里无声地流动着，在时空里生命和时间我们是对等的，我只要一点点，感觉你所赋予我的时光；我们各自都履行着自己的使命，而你呈现给我的是美轮美奂，海水碧蓝碧蓝的，是让人心醉的蓝，看久了就不由自主地想涉足的一种诱惑；微波荡漾，一眼望不到边的海平面，清晰而明亮；天地之间只剩一个巨大的圆圈，我则是那个圆点。《哭砂》里有句歌词：海对你是那么难分难舍，是啊！我让船的心脏跳动起来，感官都擦亮了，把脉络通向每一个末端，拂去满身的浮尘，开始另一个航线，只是为了投入你的怀抱，海，我宁愿把自己抛给你，衬托我的渺小，来彰显我生的意义。
--------于担杆列岛（香港海域）

Buddha - you my greetings to the present was received, donor, is really a sin -!
Kozo travel far and wide, the world, walking in the crowd and among the Sinhalese community, only half-day leisure and Recall drifting Living stolen,hehe~

Navigation in the South China Sea today, the day of the track are Qiongzhou Strait to the Pearl River estuary, along the way bright and sunny, the sea sparkling, spring warm sunshine and a sea breeze slowly, hinted at sea are a good opportunity for me, must not be missed.
Little things that need to be addressed, go step-by-step Walking Bridge. Today, feeling the sea breeze is absolute comfortable. Stood staring a moment the sea, and another feel a bit at the moment I walk in the sea is broad and natural extensiveness, in your arms quietly flowing, in time and space life and time we are on an equal footing, as long as my little one, I feel you have given me time; each of us to fulfill their mission, and you presented to me is that the United States, blue blue water, people are blue intoxicated heart, look a long time on the involuntarily a temptation to want to get involved; microwave rippling,boundless a side sea level, clear and bright; between heaven and earth just a huge circle, is that my dots. "Weeping sand" and saying the lyrics: the sea is so separate rare to you, ah yes! I let the boat beating heart, the senses are sharpened, and the context leading to each end of the dust covered flick to start another route, but in order to input your embrace of the sea, I decided just to throw you prefer to put their own , the background of my insignificance, to highlight the significance of my life.
-------- In the Lema Islands (Hong Kong waters)

情诗

Sun, 22 Feb 2009 10:30 EST

那一天我转动所有的经筒
不为超度不为来生
只为你的温暖
那一世我转山转水
只为途中与你相见

转山转水转佛塔呀
只为途中与你相见

天上的仙鹤借我一双洁白的翅膀
我不会远走高飞飞到理塘就返回
山顶升起皎洁的月亮
你的脸庞浮在我心上

你那美丽的脸庞
悄悄浮在我的心上

问佛

Sat, 17 Jan 2009 23:42 EST

我问佛：为何不给所有女子闭月羞花的容貌？

佛曰：那只是昙花的一现，用来蒙蔽世俗的眼

没有什么美可以抵过一颗纯净仁爱的心，我把它赐予每一个女子，可有人让他蒙上了灰

我问佛：世间为什么有那么多遗憾？

佛曰：这是一个婆娑的世界，婆娑即遗憾，没有遗憾，给你再多的幸福你也不会体会得到

我问佛：如何让人们的心不再感到孤单？
佛曰：每一颗心生来就是孤单而残缺的，多数带着这种残缺度过一生，

只因与能使他圆满的一半相遇时，不是疏忽错过，就是以失去了拥有他的资格

我问佛：如果遇到了可以爱的人却又怕不能把握，这该怎么办？

佛曰：留人间多少爱，迎浮世千重变，和有情人，做快乐事，别问是劫是缘

我问佛：如何才能如你一样睿智？

佛曰：佛是过来人，人是未来佛，我也曾如你般天真