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PicklesWithSaltçš„ä¸»é¡µ http://www.zorpia.cn/PicklesWithSalt Fri, 10 Feb 2012 23:41 EST Fri, 10 Feb 2012 23:41 EST Zorpia.com My Birthday and Outing Pictures! http://www.zorpia.cn/PicklesWithSalt/journal/1885308 OMEGLE Personal http://www.zorpia.cn/PicklesWithSalt/journal/1885308 Tue, 03 Mar 2009 10:50 EST Oh My God http://www.zorpia.cn/PicklesWithSalt/journal/1870980 YO! People! Good News! I just got an internship placement! Congratulate me! HAHAHAHA! I'm going to work with birds! I'm going to a bird park! <img hspace="0" src="http://sl.glitter-graphics.net/pub/874/874712vgdhk9dhdy.gif" align="baseline" border="0" /> Personal http://www.zorpia.cn/PicklesWithSalt/journal/1870980 Wed, 07 Jan 2009 06:50 EST WHY? http://www.zorpia.cn/PicklesWithSalt/journal/1870395    <img hspace="0" src="http://lrg103.zorpia.com/0/4989/31929916.783b04.jpg" align="baseline" border="0" /> I can't help it. Why are my friends so cute? OH MY GOD. <img hspace="0" src="http://org92.zorpia.com/0/4989/31929924.6123be.jpg" align="baseline" border="0" /> I can't help it. Why are my friends so camwhorish? OH MY GOD. <img hspace="0" src="http://org91.zorpia.com/0/4990/31938781.2f151f.jpg" align="baseline" border="0" /> Why are my friends so hot? Or is it just me? hahaha joking! Personal http://www.zorpia.cn/PicklesWithSalt/journal/1870395 Mon, 05 Jan 2009 11:19 EST Rant http://www.zorpia.cn/PicklesWithSalt/journal/1870316 It's been so long since I've come on Zorpia and there are so much I want to rant about. But 1st and foremost, I want to tell all my Zorpian Family and Friends, that I have not forgotten you!  *waves* Why 2009 is still as screwed up as 2008?1) Why are job interviews giving people such a hard time? I mean why do they make us wait for one entire week before they come back to us? It's so freakin annoying. 2) Why are there always so many things to do? You know, my to do list never ends. They keep coming in! 3) Why am I still fat?4) Why do I worry too much? 5) My life is deteriorating...  Sometimes I really wish that I could take a little break but holidays doesn't come until July 2009. That is very long. Now I can only wish that my life could sail smoothly. In fact, my life is already a smooth sail. I should be wishing that I could stop worrying so excessively.  Anyway, I have something happy to share. I got 3 job interview calls for my student internship already. I almost thought I would get none. Now I can only hope to clinch the job! If I clinch the job I would come on here to tell everyone! HAHAHAHA!They said results would be out by this week. Wish me luck!  But if I don't get any calls.... :(I wish that when I come on here by the end of this week, I would be here to share a good news, not something bad. Pray for me!  Oh, and I want to cut my hair! I want to have those china doll bangs again, I miss my bangs so much! Sick and tired of my hair now! Oh and I'm thinking of going overseas for my university (you know, in case I can't get into the school of my choice). I'm not sure if my dad would let me though...  I'm thinking of... Brisbane, Australia? Where's good? Lol! I wanna do business marketing or business tourism.   Ok I'm done with my entry! BYE BYE!    Personal http://www.zorpia.cn/PicklesWithSalt/journal/1870316 Mon, 05 Jan 2009 06:33 EST Dedicated to someone pure (whom I don't know) http://www.zorpia.cn/PicklesWithSalt/journal/1834264 An asian continent we co-exist   2 ends so far and there you are, a boy so guileless.   Bewitched me with your purity.   Your beauty so unblemished,   with charm that sinuates from your soul.   Every smile which you assume,   a pair of beautiful gems I see,   narrowed into rays of sun.   Oh my sinless angel who soars above,   you sparkle.  <img hspace="0" src="http://i91.photobucket.com/albums/k297/sk_iceme/2160285831_e6cc30af_Untitled-4.gif" align="baseline" border="0" />         Personal http://www.zorpia.cn/PicklesWithSalt/journal/1834264 Fri, 05 Sep 2008 11:30 EST Numb http://www.zorpia.cn/PicklesWithSalt/journal/1788549 I was washing my hair one night, when this influx of weird scented shampoo struck me there and then. It smelled so staggeringly familiar, one that brought back many distant memories of childhood. It was the very same shampoo my mother used when she was down one of the neighbourhood salons, I think. There would be this same lady greeting us at the door, who washes my mother's hair everytime she patrons. Then, I would follow my mother whereever she went, around the salon, outside, though it was never often even then. Because my mom had conveniently put me in the care of the maid all my life, and we never had much time together which is also why I treasured the moments with her, even if it was that few precious ones. Well, to be exact, used to treasure.... Used to. To be honest, I was never close with my mother or father, or anyone in the family. And as I age, I let myself drift further and further from them, not that I did it on purpose, but it just happens like that- like it was suppose to be something natural. I drift further and further apart from people as well, not physically but our souls- I could no longer truly bond my soul with anyone else. I could find no one worthy.   So as time passes, my heart becomes number and number to the people around me. I don't really like anyone around me, not that I hate them, but I don't really like them that much. Like I could live alone in this world forever more and even if no one else is here, I don't really care! Once, these thoughts had managed to sent me into deep thinking. Am I really like that, am I really the unfeeling person I think I am? Am I lying to myself about being a person like that? I'm not sure, but yet I'm pretty sure- an irony. It seems like life has become a very boring, systematic thing for me. I used to enjoy life when i was little, the innocence of the world, simple like the love for a mother, pure like a kid's liking for candy- like paradise, or rather, my paradise, everything I've ever yearned for. Like a white fluffy cloud that I sleep on, open my eyes to this beautiful world, with no worries, nothing deep or complicated. But now, I can only open my eyes to a sick perverted world, evil human beings lingering around my side, fear of many things that might happen, consquences of your every action, taking responsibility for things that you do or say, fearing for the worst every single day. As a student myself, I have to attend school everyday, and I hate this life. I don't like school,I don't like the two-faced monstrous creatures I see there, I don't like the fake smiles carved onto the faces of people from this realistic world. I don't like reality because it is hideous. Everyone I know in person is hideous to some extent or another. Or even, myself. I don't know if the word is right, but I might be a perfectionist, not being able to tolerate personality flaws, getting so utterly disgusted and overly-agitated when people's words and actions suggests nothing of a similar nature. When they do things for a stupid motive, even something as simple as giving a smile. When they hold your hand and look you in the eye yet whatever that was going through their minds was something totally different.  True enough, I have already taken the liberty to read myself like a book, and I've realized that I mean nothing to life and life mean nothing to me. I am not going to kill myself though, because I realised that whatever I've written sounds like a suicidal note. My honest words: To complete my education (which i take no apparent interest in), to get a job that pays good (my only motivation being money), save up, and travel around the world when I get older (One of the scarce worldly activities that arouses my interest). Since I cannot get innocence, I want money but not that much achievement, not that much affliation. I see myself as a money-faced creature who seeks to savour the pleasurable feeling that money will bring to my life. People say, 'money can't buy everything you want'. True, but so what? I don't go for that emotions-lovey-dovey-family-lover thing, i don't care if no one loves me, I love money and that's it. I've never lacked money all my life (thanks to my parents), but it just doesn't help such mentality at all. I cannot remember who psychoed me into such thinking, was it this sick and perverted world? Was it my parents or society? It just came to me as such... I'm happy like that, and I'm not lying to myself. As i've mentioned above as well, some people are motivated by achievement, money and affliation, and some are motivated by power as well. One of the many things that constitutes this perverted world? Violence of course. Violence, even I'm violent, not physically but brutal thoughts that flash through my mind, that disgusts me, that sends chills down my spine. Violence, the war that goes on and on ever since 2001 (thanks to bush and osama).  Violence, to use authority, to over empower people of lower status- authoritative power. Violence, to use strength, to over empower people who are weaker- bullying, murder, abuse. Etc Bye, innocent childhood. GoodBye. You are gone forever. I miss you, and you're the only one I love. I hope, i can only hope, that on day, I'd get to see you again, and we would reunite so that you could bring back that once upon a time, glimmer of hope to my dark and dull life. You are like a star, standing before me yet never in my reach and the reach of billions and billions of other alduts. Personal http://www.zorpia.cn/PicklesWithSalt/journal/1788549 Sun, 30 Mar 2008 06:09 EST Dear Diary http://www.zorpia.cn/PicklesWithSalt/journal/1783016 I've been thinking...is being fat a sin? Why is it so socially unacceptable? Other than the understandable health risks that are involved, is it only because being fat is deemed to be ugly in the eyes of the general public, and therefore everyone out there is striving to be skinny? Sometimes, I don't even know what I'm doing to myself. Crash dieting and such, in hope of obtaining that ideal skinny body. Why am I so obsessed over beauty and thinness? Why do I try so hard to become the 'beautiful' person that would appeal to the senses of stupid shallow people whom i might or might not even know? Why am I so fucked up brainwashed by society's norms? The thing is that I cannot help it. Society is so cruel. As the saying goes, 'once bitten, twice shy'. If you've never been through my phase of life, you would never understand how it feels to be physicaly ugly, fat, downtrodden, despised upon, bullied, outcasted, made fun of... You don't know how much it hurts to hear someone call out to you, hey fat pig. To have someone write in their journal entries, 'Oh, i saw yan today at school. Damn it, she's stil as fat as ever.' To have people boycott you because you're ugly and fat, the pig who would tarnish their fuckin reputation if they ever talked to you. To have people make fun of you because they think it's funny when you, the ugly pimply pig cries and run out of the calssroom calling mommy. To have people say mean things to you because they think you're so disgusting. To become the joke of the year since you have so many physical flaws people basically hate you for that. Yaddiyah... I could continue telling you the many many encounters of that dark phase of my life. It could fill a million pages I'm tellin ya. And after that, in alduthood, what happens? it's proven that good looking people clinch the job more easily than not so good looking people. And yet again, what does it prove? The ideal physical beauty  icon is to be strictly adhered to, no other excuses, no other arguments. If you don't, you're fucked for life. The end.   Personal http://www.zorpia.cn/PicklesWithSalt/journal/1783016 Thu, 13 Mar 2008 11:48 EST Belated Birthday http://www.zorpia.cn/PicklesWithSalt/journal/1773163 Aish, even though your birthdays are over, i would still want to wish you a happy birthday, you 2 lovers. Lol JaeJoong and Yunho's growing years <img hspace="0" src="http://org38.zorpia.com/0/4092/26189719.2a170b.jpg" align="baseline" border="0" />     <img style="WIDTH: 235px; HEIGHT: 155px" height="155" hspace="0" src="http://org38.zorpia.com/0/4092/26189700.947a84.gif" width="235" align="baseline" border="0" />   <img style="WIDTH: 231px; HEIGHT: 172px" height="172" hspace="0" src="http://org38.zorpia.com/0/4092/26189690.5b431f.jpg" width="231" align="baseline" border="0" /> <img hspace="0" src="http://org38.zorpia.com/0/4092/26189691.70f38e.jpg" align="baseline" border="0" />   <img hspace="0" src="http://org38.zorpia.com/0/4092/26189679.97cddc.jpg" align="baseline" border="0" /> <img style="WIDTH: 249px; HEIGHT: 171px" height="171" hspace="0" src="http://org38.zorpia.com/0/4092/26189709.c17023.gif" width="249" align="baseline" border="0" /> <img hspace="0" src="http://org38.zorpia.com/0/4092/26189714.7ac177.jpg" align="baseline" border="0" /> <img hspace="0" src="http://org38.zorpia.com/0/4092/26189716.c81d30.jpg" align="baseline" border="0" />   <img hspace="0" src="http://org38.zorpia.com/0/4092/26189682.ad06fa.jpg" align="baseline" border="0" />   <img style="WIDTH: 417px; HEIGHT: 360px" height="360" hspace="0" src="http://org38.zorpia.com/0/4092/26189693.bac4c5.jpg" width="417" align="baseline" border="0" />   <img hspace="0" src="http://org38.zorpia.com/0/4092/26189718.34a22b.jpg" align="baseline" border="0" />   <img hspace="0" src="http://org38.zorpia.com/0/4092/26189683.e2ea1b.jpg" align="baseline" border="0" />   <img style="WIDTH: 521px; HEIGHT: 417px" height="417" hspace="0" src="http://lrg.zorpia.com/0/4092/26189713.ec6902.jpg" width="521" align="baseline" border="0" />   <img hspace="0" src="http://org38.zorpia.com/0/4092/26189695.a3d0c9.jpg" align="baseline" border="0" /> Personal http://www.zorpia.cn/PicklesWithSalt/journal/1773163 Mon, 11 Feb 2008 07:53 EST DEAD http://www.zorpia.cn/PicklesWithSalt/journal/1769517  This week Psychology Test Business Communications Test Japanese Role Play P.O.M Presentation Can't finish Dead Very Dead Busy Bye Thanks   Personal http://www.zorpia.cn/PicklesWithSalt/journal/1769517 Mon, 28 Jan 2008 19:06 EST èª•ç”Ÿæ—¥ãŠã‚ã§ã¨ã† http://www.zorpia.cn/PicklesWithSalt/journal/1756693 <div style="PADDING-RIGHT: 10px; PADDING-LEFT: 10px; PADDING-BOTTOM: 10px; PADDING-TOP: 10px">ä»Šæ—¥ã‚ï¼ŒJunsu Oppaã€€ã®èª•ç”Ÿæ—¥ã§ã™ã€‚</div> <div style="PADDING-RIGHT: 10px; PADDING-LEFT: 10px; PADDING-BOTTOM: 10px; PADDING-TOP: 10px">ãŠèª•ç”Ÿæ—¥ãŠã‚ã§ã¨ã†ã€Junsu oppa. </div> <div style="PADDING-RIGHT: 10px; PADDING-LEFT: 10px; PADDING-BOTTOM: 10px; PADDING-TOP: 10px">æ„›ã—ã„ã¦ã‚‹. </div> <div style="PADDING-RIGHT: 10px; PADDING-LEFT: 10px; PADDING-BOTTOM: 10px; PADDING-TOP: 10px">ãˆã¨...ç§ã®æ—¥æœ¬èªžãŒè‰¯ããªã„ã§ã™ã€‚ã”ã‚ãªã•ã„ã€Junsu Oppa. </div> <div style="PADDING-RIGHT: 10px; PADDING-LEFT: 10px; PADDING-BOTTOM: 10px; PADDING-TOP: 10px">ã‚ã®...ã“ã‚Œã‚èªã¿ã¾ã›ã‚“ï¼ŒãŒã ã„ã˜ã‚‡ã¶ã§ã™ã€‚</div> <div style="PADDING-RIGHT: 10px; PADDING-LEFT: 10px; PADDING-BOTTOM: 10px; PADDING-TOP: 10px">okã§ã™, ã•ã‚ˆãªã‚‰ã€‚</div> <div style="PADDING-RIGHT: 10px; PADDING-LEFT: 10px; PADDING-BOTTOM: 10px; PADDING-TOP: 10px"><img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v494/repyhead/Junsoo__manga_ver__portrait__by_ter.jpg" /></div> <div style="PADDING-RIGHT: 10px; PADDING-LEFT: 10px; PADDING-BOTTOM: 10px; PADDING-TOP: 10px"></div> <div style="PADDING-RIGHT: 10px; PADDING-LEFT: 10px; PADDING-BOTTOM: 10px; PADDING-TOP: 10px"></div> Personal http://www.zorpia.cn/PicklesWithSalt/journal/1756693 Fri, 14 Dec 2007 22:19 EST MEEE!!!!!! Without makeup. Lol http://www.zorpia.cn/PicklesWithSalt/journal/1754445 LOL ok today i'm in a good mood. i decided to post pictures of myself with no makeup at all. I dunno, maybe i might get to frighten any one or something~ <img hspace="0" src="http://org27.zorpia.com/0/3889/24895942.1a5c2e.jpg" align="baseline" border="0" />  <img style="WIDTH: 401px; HEIGHT: 539px" height="539" hspace="0" src="http://org27.zorpia.com/0/3890/24896255.926627.jpg" width="401" align="baseline" border="0" />   <img style="WIDTH: 337px; HEIGHT: 479px" height="479" hspace="0" src="http://org27.zorpia.com/0/3889/24895952.9a417b.jpg" width="337" align="baseline" border="0" />   Personal http://www.zorpia.cn/PicklesWithSalt/journal/1754445 Sat, 08 Dec 2007 03:28 EST Happy Birthday Junsu http://www.zorpia.cn/PicklesWithSalt/journal/1752722 <img hspace="0" src="http://i169.photobucket.com/albums/u206/gloria_cc/1178258233_charismajs.jpg" align="baseline" border="0" /> <img hspace="0" src="http://i224.photobucket.com/albums/dd51/gigilimjy/1_860206633l.jpg" align="baseline" border="0" /> Dong Bang Shin Ki Xiah Junsu, Happy 21st Birthday! Saein Chuka Hamnida, 15th December 2007 <img hspace="0" src="http://i119.photobucket.com/albums/o151/gracexchin/joonsu7.jpg" align="baseline" border="0" />   Personal http://www.zorpia.cn/PicklesWithSalt/journal/1752722 Mon, 03 Dec 2007 01:33 EST DBSK addict http://www.zorpia.cn/PicklesWithSalt/journal/1749946 Yes, recently i have been a super DBSK addict. Before that, i was addicted to FT Island. And of course it's their songs i'm addicted to. i can't stop listening to their songs, i have it replayed over and over again on my music phone. It's totally awesome. And my favorite DBSK song? It'll be 'O', Remember, My little Princess etc. FOr F.T Island it'll be Lovesick, F.T Island and Reo Reo.  <img hspace="0" src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v494/repyhead/vh3swp.jpg" align="baseline" border="0" /> DBSK sings really magically, especiallythe OST for princess hours a.k.a Goong S. I totally adore all of their voices, their singing skills are good good good x999.  I feel that Junsu's voice is manly yet gentle at the same time, soothing to the ears and it's huskiness is addictive :) Jae joong sings like an angel, his voice is totally addictive as well. It's powerful and soulful at the same time.  Melts my heart :> Can't really differentiate Yoochun, Changmin's and Yunho's voice. Yunho has a deeper voice like yoochun, changmin has a loud and strong voice yet a bit on the high pitched side. Yoochun raps like omg, and Yoochun was the one who sang 'Yo, u-know, let's make some noisy beat.' in this fist phrase of o. I guess. Their voices are all awesome too. All of them in DBSK can sing, so yeah! Support them fr their songs! I realised that changmin's strength is at those verses which requires a 'woo la la' impact. Lol, Junsu's strength is at verses which requires complictaed transitions, Jae Joong is good at high voices, Yoochun is good at rap, Yunho is good at lower to mid range voices, and of course his dancing skills. Well although they're pretty hot too, i guess it wouldn't last if they became popular only for their looks, so yeah! Songs all the way! <img hspace="0" src="http://i166.photobucket.com/albums/u100/myonlyhero/dbsgl2006122115528116.jpg" align="baseline" border="0" />     Personal http://www.zorpia.cn/PicklesWithSalt/journal/1749946 Sat, 24 Nov 2007 02:26 EST When will my reflections shows, who i am inside http://www.zorpia.cn/PicklesWithSalt/journal/1747028 Sometimes, i'd seriously feel sick and tired of this ugly world. I've met tons and tons of people this lifetime, with more than half being suckers, one quarter of evil assholes, one eighth of them are Big time revengeful arses and not that the rest are any better, they're just 2 faced bastards trying to act nice. Fuck society. Anyway, recently i've been really sleepy. Today, i saw this ass of a guy, calling out to me loudly in the middle of my campus. That was so embarassing. Then he claimed that i'm some girlfriend of this other guy beside him. EEW no i'm not. Why are some men so childish? whatever   i know i sound pissed off but i'm in fact really calm now.   PS: love is torturous. my heart is cold.     Personal http://www.zorpia.cn/PicklesWithSalt/journal/1747028 Wed, 14 Nov 2007 08:02 EST Hiatus http://www.zorpia.cn/PicklesWithSalt/journal/1741129 Dear all, my zorpia site will be in hiatus.  Because school has started and life is too hectic. I need to get into serious business now, or i would fair badly in my exams and Yet AGAIn. So for now, i won't be online much anymore.  Will miss you guys, though.  Specially to all my zorpian friends especially RUH, Jae Joong Oppa, Papa chris, Chris Robbin, felicia, cindy, bernice, metin, ex-zorpian joe and sj, Leo the ghost, Bryo, Dong etc... Sorry if i missed out your name. <img vspace="0" hspace="0" border="0" align="bottom" src="http://i165.photobucket.com/albums/u67/tinkerbell3407_2007/48.gif" /> Personal http://www.zorpia.cn/PicklesWithSalt/journal/1741129 Thu, 25 Oct 2007 03:33 EST